out comes

puking poetry

By time
I was aware
the puke was everywhere spreading
like the universe
I could see traces
of yellow
and acid
pain spiraled in
this was suffering
but I
emptied
free of content
overtook space
as a substitute
to
existence.
 

Nihilistic Poetry Blog

distorción

intangible cloud

Dame                                 un                      minuto

                  para                                   desvestir

                                          el

                                        exterior

de                                      su                     tangibilidad;

                  ya                                           no

                                       importa

                ¿qué                     es               real?

                                            lo

                                          único

                por                                        hacer

en                                      este                        segundo

                es                                          revelar

                                           todo

                             lo                     irreal.

 

 

Poesía NIHILISTA

finger points

dream of rain

 

  because the wind grows my nails
I sit this evening
on the ledge of an ancient
mystery
the rain is the dream of the present
the noise of rock
of my bones –
penumbra is the rejoining of fragments
in this quiet atmosphere
speech is green grass returning
to the distant seed
because the wind has fed from
these thoughts of dimension
I am bottom
of the
           pendulum life

 

Modern Poetry

by the wish

I don’t talk much
what’s going to happen
probably doesn’t

that my silence
travels here
nowhere else

unshuffled words
my ideas circle
like moths
about a light
inconsequence

too bad
I aborted eternity
for
this spurious
paradox
of
life.

 

Nihilistic Poetry

Me caí

Me caí
no en un fatalismo
ni en uno de esos abismos
ni a la calle, no hablo
de esas cosas;
me caí
como un templo
que se desploma por un terremoto
y todos los santos de mármol
de mi interior
se estrellaron contra el suelo
reventando en fragmentos irreconocibles;
caí
con mi gran domo de dogmas
sobre la multitud de mi fieles opiniones,
dejando escombros y cadáveres y nada más;
caí
como ese templo
y ya no tengo intermediario
entre lo que soy
y lo que debo ser,
el horizonte queda descubierto sin
esta intercalada catedral,
queda abierto
como esta herida
que se sana
con la temible libertad
             de no saber nada . . .
 

Poesía Nihilista

I was born Dionisio Palacios

Poetry of Sin
I was born Dionisio Palacios
in the poverty
of my hands
I wished I had
the sky heavy with light
as a noon of sweet fruit
so I could taste the earth

I lived in Rua Moderna
between two worlds
that made me feel
like a schism
separating the two

I worked with letters
languages whose words
could evoke
daybreaks in my
blinding madness

I was sentenced to death
and hanged
for the murder of an ideal
an abstract sin
the abomination of believing
that nothing exists

   but the whisper of the stars. . .

 

 

in your hands

Decadent poetry

the machines  +
    he echoes 

and to live
     dangerously
with this slow beard
amidst hallucinations of normality

the decadence of my
      Nietzschean years
no role model:
      Kurt is long gone
dead by angst
           we still live on 

the poet of opium
    in a brothel
licking her sweetness
beauty the contradiction
   of his verse 

the poet needs his decadence
     refutal of his commitment
the lie
        the mistake
               the disaster
mistrust of the divine
          impotence of sublimity

my life is decay
       in your hands.

 

 

Nihilistic Poetry

propósito

Flores en mi camino

Caminando sin saber
cuál es el propósito
de las cosas

caminando
porque todo es
movimiento

cómo se siente
conocer el propósito
de las cosas

ahí sentado en mi alcoba
al lado de un piano en silencio
con la noche exenta de dios
sobre mi sien,
yo, sabiendo,
el fin de las cosas

pasaría oliendo los días
como flores
en mi camino

lástima, que el propósito
de las cosas
es no entender
las cosas.

Poesía Nihilista