What no one will remember
(Part xx6)
A connection or connexion. May 25th, 2013.
A connection or connexion. May 25th, 2013.
Poetry doesn’t prove a thing.
It disproves the authenticity of language,
the permanence of meaning and the
universality of reason. Suddenly,
I thought, on the couch, while
reading a history of Christianity. Christ!
what if that’s true. Dispensing order
the poet returns to a formulation
of disorder, a verbal approximation to
natural chaos. I thought,
while sinking in the couch. Silly
ruminations, I often say. But not
this time. I think I was on to some-
thing. Poetry as the last human act,
a summary of lived, thought, felt
experience, an attempt to crystallize
our plight in an image of poetic flight. I
thought, while slouching and setting
the book on the table. I wondered.
Have these architectural feats of language,
these monuments to image, any
lasting foundation other than soft voice?
That’s the question,
I pondered, while breathing deeply on
the white but dirty couch. What if this
coagulation of exasperation, these
swollen metaphors of pain, are merely
dissonant echoes drifting in the void?
I hypothesized,
while heavy on the couch. That is white
and somewhat stained.
Quiebrasí lalenta piel.
¡Y pequemos pequeñas
antiguas alas delgadas
con placer! La tarde
se ha puesto azul
y la oscuridad es una
verde ventanita dejungla!
¡de lata! o ¡de frenesí!
Qué diferencia penetrar
la piedra si esta joven
en mis brazos es
capa de sol. La exquisita
cintura del silencio, siendo
nada oculto ni un monte,
ni un momento. Reinan
lasletras y son las 2
de la mañana, veinticuatro
de mayo, tejiendo
con garganta la tela
que esamor o temible niebla.
Dormiré con mujer
y perfil de gris extraño.
Quiebra así la lentapiel,
amada de verso miel.
Engrossed in the gloss of glassy sea. May 24, 2013
You.
And the world
is your shadow.
You pale like
the archeology
of a voice,
of a concept.
You.
Sleeping like
a classical representation
of philosophy.
You.
And the measurement
of the universe.
You
like a visible
collection of
fictions.
You, metaphysically
and verbally a
sign.
You the threads
of an octopus.
You.
My fundamental
posited
truth.
Towards the narrow numinous nooks, May 20-21st, 2013. 
Dejémonos. Afuera,
algún limbo con un
entero nimbo.
Montemos el monte
que descansa debajo
del fin. Quiero regresar
al durante, y apagarme
en el comienzo.
Recuerdo acariciar
con la punta de mi oído
el sonido
de aquella noche.
Alejémonos, adentro.
Hacia alguna vieja parte
del olvido al ébano seco
que flota como alma.
En algún semidulce,
casi aquí donde calce.
Incomprendémonos. Al
darle tamaño y cortar
tardes de felicidad,
al tu decirme ‘la velocidad
de tu muerte’ y sonreírte
yo con los ritos de mis ojos.
Abandonémonos. Al
gran ahogo de infinitas
paredes. Y los sueños
juntan manos para
naufragar en una bellísima
idea.
Acabémonos. Aquí,
con una sombra fría
como cuerpo, pegando
ladrillo en el humo;
portando el pálido hecho
de nuestras pieles ajenas.
enswathe me
with the leaf
of another name
if a violet flower
quivers like ornament
on the ephemeral rawness
of this earth
so a tiny poet
cleaves like thistledown
to the thin vastness
of the word
if it was genuine
my standing by the pond
weighing the quantity of universe
in these thoughts
if it was certitude
that clung as cascade
to the branches
of renewing blood
upon exiting the flesh
I thought unto death
to look back toward
this pallid clarity of ash
this has been important to me
to fling final words as anchor
in the hidden plethoric ;
time as billowing toward
some lambent exit
without us,
this alone is clear
all these residual things
will remain
spilled in darkness.
Drunk again on a Copenhagen corner. May17th. 
ALLRIGHT, YES
you heard the extra elle
let’s get down to the facts.
There’s this thing, civilization.
Outcome of humanity. Yes,
Humanity. If it could speak collectively,
it would say, ‘yes, it was moi, I made
civilization out of my disposition to progress
in my creative adaptation’ but let’s re-examine
that posture (not to mention that cosmolomania,
if moi, the poet, can coin a neologism).
That anthropogenic posture that humanity,
or little clusters of near-humans, created
civilization is far-fetched indeed and in deed.
The modern individual does not take into account
what s/he means by the word ‘individual’,
which is fundamental to the concept of humanity,
especially when it comes to the ‘feats’
humanity has achieved. The individual of today
will have you believe that s/he has been,
to some degree, in control of their personality
(the exact age is imprecise, perhaps inaccessible,
but they will say something between the ages of 7
and 10), that this awareness of theirs has been
the same entity carried through time, up to the present
moment, of which they are the agglomeration
of any events, reactions, decisions and postures
taken in that period of time. Wonderful, I say.
But there is this assumption of control, you see.
Humans today assume they are to some degree
in control of their personalities. Whereas, through
introspection and plain observation, we can become
aware that we’re in no way conscious of many processes
that enable (that allow) our personality to subsist.
For example. The learning process or method. We
learn things, yes. We memorize things, yes. But these
so-call feats are generated effortlessly by our
own cognitive substratum. Let’s not get too complex.
I said up there, let’s get down to the facts.
The facts are, as far as one can be honest, there are
abilities or capabilities that enable us to do the things we do,
and we don’t know how we do them. Things such
as memory, imagination, learning, poetizing;
that are not in our direct conscious control. In fact, they
operate without our consent. In a way, we are the
outcome of these underground mechanisms that
dictate our perceptions, actions and philosophies.
So, we have this thing. Civilization.
Expressing itself and we’re its own audience and stage.
Just playing around, for a while it seems.
And it’s not really our doing. It arose from the interaction
of so many intertwined factors that it’s not computable. Oh
I can already hear the technologist of infinite progress
shrieking in dismay. But that’s my story folks. As they say
in these lands. Skål!
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