Part of the new series of 2013/14 paintings titled “Streams of Consciousness“.
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©2013/14 Pablo Saborío
Part of the new series of 2013/14 paintings titled “Streams of Consciousness“.
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©2013/14 Pablo Saborío

here
in this stone
not one two sounds
rain neither in the air
or light giving echo in its shores
here
was quiet
and very slow
in this blue-ceiling stone
there was no yesterday it was beautiful
without clothes and open nudity
dripping between the legs
of day and night of glass
without stars or questions
all transparent
without language
asleep with names
like shadows in the
shell here of time.
(a translation of http://nihilisticpoetry.com/2013/09/29/aqui-del-tiempo/)

aquí
en esta piedra
no habían sonidos
tampoco en el aire lluvia
ni la luz daba eco a su orillas
aquí
había silencio
y mucha lentitud
en esta piedra de techo azul
no había un ayer era hermoso
sin vestimenta y desnudez abierta
goteando entre las piernas
del día y la noche de vidrio
sin las estrellas ni preguntas
todo transparente
sin idioma
con los nombres dormidos
como sombras en la
concha aquí del tiempo.

Cleave to that place
arterial
the vessel no the aerial
where fading flight merges
with being and life
is no longer
an only particular
thing
but interior of great
continuity
of circulation density
dripping
in center toward
multiplicity
and radiates back
into blood
the skin, your eyes, your hands
the fur of the world
at your fingertips.

Qué bello ratito
nos ha tocado
qué lindo
este costado callado
tapado de noche
y a veces de día
donde nos sentamos
con horizontes lentos,
donde la hierba
con instinto de nube
se movía en olas.

‘in the madhouse a man kisses the walls
and dreams of sailboating down some
cool Nile’
I have this book open at page 93.
I don’t know why.
It could have been another page
even another book.
if it belongs here
IN YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS (you fool)
should you consider
finding a knife
and begin carving the letters
of the thing of tomorrow
on that table in front of you
we are all arms around the world
and we share the flesh
and it’s going to be hard to explain
why bukowski decided to write
‘the dark is empty;
most of our heroes have been
wrong’
it is opposite of the page: part II
of his book Burning in Water
Drowning in Flame
was he dissatisfied with the idols
that humanity has been able to cough up so far
was he frustrated with the incomplete answers
that savants have left after more than
2500 years
we are left in the dark
as to the reason he decided to title
part 3 of that book:
At Terror Street
and Agony Way
imagine writing
‘it was a splendid way in Spring
and outside we could hear the birds
that hadn’t been killed
by the smog’
as a subtitle to your third chapter
was he implying
that it’s a miracle
that the morning is not stained
with our mumbling
that the evening is not polluted
with our parades
the last page
the last three lines
state unequivocally
I will never understand men
but I have lived
it through
AND I UNDERSTAND HIM
BECAUSE HE NOW SLEEPS
LIKE PLASMA IN A
CLOUD OF MEMORY.

What happens at city
when blank is a building
and the corner is brutish
and the road ahead pale
like something at the end of time
see nihilism is a tentative position
an aggressive form of modesty
because below the blue sky
a head is incapable of understanding
the many things that are absurdly naked
in the world;
of all words
we select a crown
to place that holy concept
over our heads like laurel
to impress the wavering leaves of trees
see nihilism is nothing about thought
but about feeling what thought cannot attain
at the light you stop and feel the beast
the wise thunder of blood
and what happens when city
is trembling and being chased
by whiteness or a hot drunkenness
you pick a word
and make claim that it will save you
under the streetlamp
like a natural haze
at that common street
you remember like an ascetic
that this flesh will be forgotten
Looking out the tower of the former Nikolaj Church; today Nikolaj art center. Sept 25,2013.

Father what is bigger than the moon?
The earth my child.
Why?
Because if the earth were an empty bird’s nest,
it could fit several moons inside.
What’s bigger than the earth?
A sun my child.
Why?
Because if a sun were an orange
then the earth’d be a tiny crumb of bread.
If you were starving, which one would you pick?
What’s bigger than a sun?
A galaxy my child.
Why?
Because if a sun were a bee,
a galaxy would be a swarm of bees
flying in hypnotic circles, ellipses
and parabolas around their hive.
What’s bigger than a galaxy?
Human thought my child.
Why?
Because thought is like a net
that can catch all the bees in the universe
and put them in a jar and study their
colors, structure, venom, instincts,
language, and habits.
What’s bigger than human thought?
Emptiness my child.
Why?
Because thought is like a tiny bubble in the vast
sea of nothingness that surrounds us, leaving
little more than a local ripple on the surface
once it expires.
What’s bigger than emptiness?
Mystery my child.
Why?
Because mystery is the quality that all things
share in their being or nonbeing.
What’s bigger than mystery?
You my child… you.
- dedicated to my unborn daughter
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