I kept
the elements tightly
together
coated by the universe
of my skin,
in there I live too
throwing in the fire
the logs of life,
waiting for the blaze
to engulf all nature
and allow me a glimpse
of some bliss
at the other end
of
living.
Beyond Language 
Very powerful is the fire within.
!!!
how brave. how free you are to live this kind of life you had.