of salvation

To depart from equilibrium
incomprehensible
roads to destinations blackened
ideas of Hell, saints, criminals
suffering, redemption, death, exits,
they are daily bread for the hungry wreck;
is this still a world
I cannot speak of it
the internal voice is secret or alien
this flesh of unknown vapor
and desire guided by
intangible forces;
the cloud of life
is now dark and sorrowful,
the guilt of a single droplet
drowns entirely this mad domain,
in the soul the criminality of existing
is being laundered –
the quake !
unjust formulations of goodness
this rag of mind
dragged by hands fortuitous!
are these numbers and hours death
is it failure or a form of dream
my limbs are dying
the cascade of energy
expiring in the toilsome rage!
I desist the womb
and the world is a womb!
suffering of many lights
ache of myriad eyes
roped by nameless maledictions
there must be a drop
a fall
the divine grace and grave
of silence
but instead of divinity
suffusing this space eternal
pray for an open gross void
and salvation
the courage
to plunge into its
horror –
a soundless exit.

 

 

 

concatenación

Luna

Aguerrida nostalgia
rellenando los vacuos
momentos de reflexión

como cielo negro encobijado
entre las hojas del árbol

todo rostro de energía mentida
alojada en la versión patética
de una voz, mira animal
la cruda violencia de los ojos

con mentiras y celos huyen
los ciclos del notorio celeste

hoy iniciamos la ruptura

una sintomática realidad
de hacer verbos armas
miradas copas de sangre

terror de lombriz
desmembrada, todo dirigido
al ombligo de la razón
esa mansión vacía
de universal visión
ficción sedienta

a la recta hora
de silencio

oración
en rincón
de agónica
sabiduría

 

 

Poesia 2011

of the living

Routine streets

Of the living
clod of reality,
the bladed streams
of circumstance,
in the incinerated rush
of experience;
miracle of memories,
the enigmatic ordeal
of existing –
postponed,
quietly repressed
in the lethargic hum
of your
original routine!

 

21st century Poetry

my education

Books and education, poetry

By government of limbs
empty networks of rules
my lost skull
finding fragments of hope
in books and lasting gulps

I remember the bishop
Berkeley, first time I read
his lucid portrayal of idealism
I saw myself as pigment
in god’s mind

there was Rimbaud
the seer
a daemon of callous dreams
beckoning the loving beasts
of my heart to get drunk
and fornicate with the chaos
outside

vagueness is ubiquitous
when Cioran excommunicated
truth from reality
I leapt from definition to obscurity
like a child in mud fields
turning invisible by the camouflage of
dirt

alea jacta est
poetry was born
playthings of appearances
and the images started to gather
like a book of things that never
existed behind the universe

there was still coffee – regret –
futility and then Pessoa opened up the only truth
I ever believed in, he unwrapped it with casual
numbness, as mechanically as you take off a shoe:
life is a superfluous waiting for death
with no definite aim it definitely kills us
and whatever we say or don’t say
will never change a thing

so I write
in the penumbra of absurdity
as divertissement between sleeps,
all the same
in the involuntary currents of nothingness
drunk with the illusion of sensation,
I feign a soul
in laughter and despair
because of that obscene longing
of being
poet & chasm.

21st century Poetry

la gran idea

La idea misteriosa

La gran idea
de respirar
envuelto
de duelos
y salvajes
sabidurías

de mí era
esa perturbación
emitida
que le llaman
comportamiento,
de mi
persona
salía ese humo
y revoltijo
que le llaman
propósito
y razón

todo indica hoy
que me enfrento
a una irreparable
realidad
de accidente;
de noche más cruda
mi entorno
sin importar la hora
es cada vez más mítico
sin etiquetas, normas, definiciones:
una confusión de memorias y llamas

no puedo dejar ninguna promesa
¿qué sucederá después de todas
estas eternas condiciones?
dejar de ver
quizá renunciar el concepto
algo menos de la rutina
para llegar a los labios
de un espejismo,
me sumo a
la confabulación
de destinos;
esas contracciones
ciegas y de belleza
ilegible.

Poesia Nihilista

from the urinal

pee poem

I’m a starry sky
staring down a urinal
yellow piss
but isn’t it cute enough
to be a golden stream of light?
I have a nose, mirror!
it’s sticking out my fucking face
I’m ruined
the candle is going out
and there is so much more drink
to saturate the clouds of my eyes
I’m at a part
ending this exercise
of absolution
chirp, chirp
a tongue on the roofs,
I have a fantasy
you see,
wet, damp like the grass
or the epiphany of flight
my lungs are tired
a mouthful of beer
to exist
and in some room,
to sleep.

Absurd (Drunken) Poetry

oscuridad transitada

Del suelo
en trenza
articulo
los gestos
al improbable
destino

es una muerte
de nocividad
celestial
como astro
de sílaba animal
en el centro
de una jungla
primordial

al anochecer
circulo
pómulos de negro
los que se acumulan
en la desesperación
antigua de un
bar

una enfermedad
paralela al
enamoramiento
los rincones del ser
como rocas las células
de lógica mis pulmones
como pulga mi sangre
de renta los ojos
dardos a lo
impugnable:

orbicular
sensación de fases
una cíclica nausea
con altos y graves
dolores y cumbres
la vida
pulcra como una puta
de sedas y maquillaje.

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Poesia Nihilista